I didn't bring home my tablet today. In conclusion, there wouldn't be any distraction during Labour Day(:
Horny conversations in school today. Super Horny! Heh! Seriously!
I'm very happy with my History Elect classmates. Why? because most of them passed up their graded assignment on time hence making things easier for the history rep (me, duh! -.-). love them all!
My dearest partner, Felicia Lew (i spelt your name correctly!), helped me with the collection too! She's the bomb! Thanks Girl!
Michelle taught me something new today, so i'm high in the sky, on the moon! :D
Clara Jaime Koh Yu Lin! Get well soon, because i'll miss you! <3 Hug!
Damn, i'm having this super bad sore-throat. I cannot swallow my saliva without my throat hurting. How? ):
Bye! Mwahh
But at least you're still my day late friend
7:28 PM
Sunday, April 29, 2007
"Notice anything different?" "You're smiling"
I only had 3 hours of sleep last night, because of the stupid thunder & lightning ): Thank God Bjorn picked up my call at like 4am, because then i wouldn't need to cry through the night. (sorry Bjorn)
Han left this morning):
Studied for almost the whole afternoon, trying to memorise all the biology things. I love Biology, i really do. But then, it's really killing me now.
Mummy decided to bring me out for awhile. We ended up shopping at Bugis (: & when i say shopping, we really shopped! Mummy promised to get me a Guess handbag ! <3 since Daddy has some connection, so we get discounts!
Trina is so jealous of me now because i got a new Braun Buffel pouch and this new shirt, while she doesn't! (: Afterall, it's worth going out for a little shopping.
Bye Huns! I'll never let you go, I'll hold you in my arms. I love you.
But at least you're still my day late friend
6:40 PM
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Your voice, was the soundtrack of my summer.
why must Han call? it'll only make me miss him more. ): His flight is at 9am tomorrow, i'll be having tuition then. I'm feeling so upset now. I don't want him to leave, i really don't. I'll miss you Han, again.
On a brighter note, Keppel won 4-1!
Bye.
But at least you're still my day late friend
11:23 PM
"I have this feeling." "I get that feeling also. If you wait long enough it will pass." "Do you promise?" "I promise."
4th Month, Baby! <3 I Love You. I'm sorry i couldn't spend time with you today. I really wish i could hold you tonight. No, i wish i could hold you forever ): I miss your hugs. -------------------- I'm feeling really accomplished now :D I finished revising all the chapters that are tested for Social Studies MYE. I finished studying for Chemistry Class Test on Monday.
but guess what? I've still got lots more of revision to do. I'm just afraid i wouldn't be able to finish all of them by then. This Sucks. I'm sorry i'm doing last-minute studying again.
1 down, 9 more to go. Chinese, Social Studies, E Math, Biology, Elect History, Chemistry, Physics, Pure Geography, A Math, & we're done! 9 MAY! <3
But at least you're still my day late friend
3:15 PM
Friday, April 27, 2007
And i don't like illusions, i can't see them clearly.
everyone is so fake. No, the world itself is so fake.
English Mid Year Paper 1 & 2 today. It was damn screwed up, especially paper 2. The comprehension is so damn hard. I don't want to do last minute studying for my Mid Years again. ):
Cabbed to Han's house after school. Watched Han, Weiwei, Ben, Boonhow and Sean play Majong and everything. Then, it started raining =( it keeps raining! i hate the thunder and lightning! really.
I don't want to get screwed by Miss Loo on Monday. How? at least i had fun laughing at Han's house! All the stupid things they do. Heh. funny!
i really don't want Han to go back! I really don't. It'll be another two months before i see him again, and that pretty much sucks. Like seriously. I won't get to talk to him on the phone for long hours anymore. i want to cry.
I'm so sad, i can't go for inter-club tomorrow! I won't get to see my Glamorous! & i won't get to see star & i won't get to see you & i won't get to see everyone.
i feel so dead now. i want to see you now, but i can't ): i miss you oh you terribly. damn.
reply tags; wenning: Hey girl! Heh. i knew you tagged! Winzu: Hey Mei! i love your hugs! Joel Loi: church camp clashes with my OBS! ): Star: Heh. sorry!
But at least you're still my day late friend
5:39 PM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Evertime the rain comes down, close my eyes and listen.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOO SAI MUN! Glamourous! heh! -------------------------- Dear C, I'm sorry for what i said last night. I'm sorry for scolding you. Afterall, i really don't know the full story. I don't know the truth. So, i shouldn't assume anything and start judging you. Moreover, i have no rights to judge anyone. Maybe it's me who has changed, not you. Maybe from the start, i have never know you well. I'm just this sensitive. Sorry.
I think Mr Choy is the bomb! Like seriously. He's the funniest and the most interesting teacher ever!
School sucks. That's all i can say. Controlling one's freedom and everything. That's bullshit. It's not like the school is our parents.
Shepherding at Lido with Joanne! & we were being filmed down! Scary! Jessie! ): Heh.
It's raining with the horrible thunder and lightning now. It's really scary. I think i'm screaming half the time! ):
But at least you're still my day late friend
8:05 PM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
{edit} it's 2242 hours now. & i'm crying. fuck. it's not my problem at all. but why must i care so fucking much? why must i be beside Trina hearing all that's happening in your life? fuck it. i hate you. but i don't want to. --------------------------- because Jesse Mccartney is the bomb! <3!
i was chatting with like many people & asking them lots of why question whenever they answer me. Bernard was the best! He managed to make me become speechless! Brandon was being so damn cute, because he was really answering every of my question. Chinhao is such an idiot ass because i say so, Amos was so confused like super funny, star! & Gerald was speechless himself! Heh.
do i rock or rock?
So, i decided to call Kenric Fan since it wasn't getting so fun anymore. So like i called Kenric to ask to him to go online, but he couldn't. Then, i decided to like start asking him all the whys! Hahaha, & he thinks i'm lame! >:(! but he was laughing hence i infer that he thinks it's cool! (my history is getting better!)
& it's getting really funny now because so many of us (from sec2-sec 4) don't know how to solve a primary six question that Trina gave us! HAHA. i feel so stupid man.
I somehow miss Narmatha, Michelle and Clara now! ):
But at least you're still my day late friend
9:19 PM
And she make so much sense, When she said don’t throw this away.
Yesterday During school, I was messaging Kenric Fan Rui Ping. I was messaging Mok Chin Hao. I’m glad I did. Because it has been long.
After school, Michelle, Clara & I went to Starbucks. It was productive studying there. I revised like two chapters of Chemistry for the test this Thursday. =)
Left early since Daddy was home already. I’m glad there wasn’t any thunder or lightning when I was walking home or I bet I’ll scream my ass off all the way.
Got home, did a little more revision for Chemistry and A Math before going to bed. It was 2100 hours & I was already in bed. I didn’t want the 2200 hours thing to affect my happy mood yesterday.
I’m in school now. It’s raining again.
Reply tags; Mikoh: Heh. Alight! Sure man!＝) 9 MAY! Wingyan : Hey Girl. Joel Loi: Huh huh? Star: I can’t. But I’ll try. You want me to call you at 3am right! Heh.
But at least you're still my day late friend
10:08 AM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
I'm so fly, I should have my own airline.
It's raining,again. It has been raining for almost the whole week straight. Yes, i admit i do love the rain. However, sometimes it really scares me with all the thunder and lightnings.
Come to think of it, i miss the wind. Just the wind. Standing at the rooftop of Esplanade. i miss you,Mok Chin Hao, even though we're not talking. (i know you won't read this).
cover my ears, blast my music; baby,i wish you were here. ):
i feel like going to the beach now.
But at least you're still my day late friend
3:52 PM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
And it's love and I'm in it,
The Clan thing today was alright. Just that i'm really curious how the guy can talk for two hours(non-stop, just so you know) without even feeling thirsty. I'm like just stonning there and i'm already feeling thirsty. Tsk.
Anyway, going to the Clan made realise that i should start learning to love Chinese since i'm also a chinese. Chinese loves Chinese. Simple.
Went to town with Michelle & Trina. Met up with Joel Ee, Kester, and Zixing(i don't know how to spell his name. HAHA)!
Dinnered at the Grafitti Cafe( i was trying to find that table, just so you know). The wanton noodle there is A-W-E-S-O-M-E, i tell you. & i wrote "i love -" on the table! (:
If you were there, you would have laughed your ass off at the topic that they're talking about. Like seriously.
Talked at Somerset MRT before Trina & I had to go. Since Trina,Joel,Michelle were having their own sweet talk,and Zixing was staring at hot girls (HAHA) so, Kester & I started to talk to each other.However, we ended up being teased by the rest -.-
Tania, " all guys are jerks." Joel, " No! only guys that you know." Tania, " oh alright. i know you!" -SMILES! HAHA! Joel got jacked Bigtime!
You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you You say goodnight, in my mind I'm sleeping next to you.
But at least you're still my day late friend
9:23 PM
why does hello feel like goodbye?
I erased it. Your name,which you wrote just beside my name on the cover of my zuo wen book. The one when my teacher asked who is Fan Ruiping. You're not making this easy. Because i want the Kinda Brenos that you used to buy for me, i want to go your house again whenever it's raining, i want you to come over to my house again and give me surprises, i want to bake cookies with you again. But no, nothing of that is going to happen again.
): i surrender. i've lost a friend.
But at least you're still my day late friend
10:08 AM
Friday, April 20, 2007
Because baby, all i do is suffer symtons of you. like totally.
I wanted to post about my today but then again, maybe not. & i was looking through my pictures till i found all these really old ones. It's like taken 4-5 years back.
We were still so damn young. <3 I miss them! ): LOVE! :D Look at Theodore Ng! He's still so small! Heh.
Thank God i'll be moving back to that house soon! :D
Thanks Michelle for the special happy toy, Mocha,that you bought for me! I'm like really amused by it! It's so damn cool! <3 I love you many many Mummy!
Narmatha, i'll give you a big big hug anytime you want! Even if you're sweating or i'm sweating just after mass run, i'll still give you a BIG hug! <3
I haven't been eating Kinda Breunos for ages already. Why? I just don't want to be reminded of you. Even if i do eat them, it somehow doesn't taste as sweet as before anymore. You're long gone. Fuck it.
Why can't we grow up now? Because baby,i need you by my side every second and i want to hold you like i'll never let go.Did i tell you just how much i love you? I miss you ):
Bye!
But at least you're still my day late friend
9:00 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
slow down and find the rhythm in your life. If you lost your rhythm, then you lost your drive.
It's 2200. I'm starting to think about many stupid stuff. I'm starting to face reality. No, i wouldn't say i'm feeling emo because no one can define the word emo, can they? But yes, i'm upset & that's how i'm feeling right now. Somehow it seems as if only after 2200, then would i have this drastic change in my mood. There's no one to cheer me up or amuse me now.
Life's like that. There ain't rainbows everyday.
But at least you're still my day late friend
10:23 PM
He said it.
I'm looking back to remember the days, we said we will never say goodbye.
We still did didn't we? That goodbye, it wasn't a happy one afterall. It took three months and it was long enough to kill me.
I've long let go, but it's that friendship that i'm still holding on to. Bestfriends to strangers.It's that simple mistake that made things turn out this way. I'll be lying to myself if i said i have never missed you.
I've so much to ask you, but sometimes i really don't know when are you telling the truth. Afterall, it's the lost of faith that broke us apart. isn't it?
Is it really that impossible for us to go back to bestfriends? because memories are making me hold on and sometimes i can get really tired.
On a brighter note, i met Amos while walking home. He somehow poped out when i was spying on Trina. I knew it, he was stalking me once again. Heh.
I think i have a really interesting Sunshine. You should smile often you know, then i'll smile often too!
I can't go living without you. I really can't. ): Please don't be unhappy, because it makes me sad.
But at least you're still my day late friend
9:17 PM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
And I don't know why. You always seem to give me another try.
I can bet with you that Amos stalks me like every minute. Because, he can't live a minute without me, & i'm pretty sure about that :D
School is really tiring now a days, even though i have been sleeping really early lately. Mid Years are less than 2 weeks away, and i haven't started on my revision, so i'm freaking out now. I MUST do well. Yes.
Study session after school! (: I'm glad i have friends like them! I love calling Clara by her new name, Jaime! It's so interesting.
I love where i am sitting in class because i have Ain and Felicia beside me, i have Hayyu and Fadilah(she said something so sweet to me today,aww) infront of me and i have Sya and Waihan behind me! Super cool people!
Oh! Ben and Jerrys were giving out free cone ice-cream today! But oh wells.
Bye huns. There's so much work today and there's History test tomorrow. I want to sleep, but no i need i to study! Grr.
I'm so sad i couldn't meet you today! really! i'm missing you so much!
But at least you're still my day late friend
7:29 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Happy Birthday Gale Wong! i love you many many! Because you never fail to amuse me! & you're my fellow Wu Zun fan too, that's why i posted up Wu Zun's picture, just for you girl! We should go out soon alright! Love you! ------------------- And you choke on the regrets, who the hell did i think i was?
i feel like shit. four words, simple.
How can i say that i'm okay?
reply tags; Joel Loi: Hahaha! and i know you wanted to tag too! Amos: Hahaha! i admit, i don't dare. Yeah. Pinkcow: sorry girl! ): i think i'll change my url again. i'm damn fickled-minded man!
But at least you're still my day late friend
9:49 AM
Friday, April 13, 2007
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ALAN CHEE! :D i miss you, ----------------------------- Happy International Friendship Day(!!)
school was damn shit. I hate school, bigtime. The only motivation for me to go to school is that i'll be able to see my friends there & i get to sneak out after school too! :D
Hazel gave me a stalk of flower today & i think it's really pretty! Each time i look at it, i'll just keep smiling to myself! How interesting. & Narmatha gave the whole class MnMs too! (:
I had to stand up for the whole hour during Physics. She's damn bias, but whatever. At least i can pass messages to Winzu. Oh, and i had Felicia sitting beside me, trying to chill me! She's cool Yo.
I'm going out for dinner with Michelle, Clara and Narmatha! & then it's to Keppel. I'm damn sad man, cannot go out with the rest tonight. pfft. Man, it's Friday the 13th! Heh.
Reply Tags; Theresa: Yeah! Tattoo! haha! i'll link you soon! you'll always be my sex bomb in my heart Joel Loi: you tagged like three times? more like you're the one who's desperate to tag!(: Sabrina: Hahahaha! You are my sex bomb! Love ya Amos: Haha! later i link yours to some porn website, then people think you're horny! Tsk.
But at least you're still my day late friend
4:24 PM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Hello world!
I'm not using xanga anymore. I've had enough of all the little cute and adorable smileys. So, it's a goodbye xanga for me. Perhaps i might use xanga again. You know, the fickled minded me. I'm sorry.
I've lost touch in all the blogger codes already. So, i'm struggling here. but whatever. I love my tagboard, because it's so small and tiny!
Bye!
{edit} Joel is damn mean! Really! ): Grr.
HAHA. i swear i just so totally embarrassed myself. Like i thought this xanga link was Joel's xanga since it was on his msn nick, so i went to tag on it. & guess what? when i was chatting with him, he told me it wasn't his! & i'm like so not relax now (hello Joel)! seriously. Here's the best part, Joel doesn't want to help me delete the tag even though he knows the password,(Thanks a lot dude) just because he wants cookies that are baked by me ( i know you love them). Stupid Joel! ):
I want to get a tattoo. I'm so jealous now =( so damn cool. & i'm missing you oh so terribly.
But at least you're still my day late friend
7:33 PM
