Fuck it.
It's raining with thunder and lightning now =( I closed my window , switch on the air-con, blast my Ipod, however nothing seems to work ): (I need a hug, really badly)

I'm feeling like shit now. Got back a few of my Common Test results today. Did really really badly and I cannot complain because it's my fault. I did last minute work, once again. I guess I'm going to have to owe Guangting a lunch meal now because his overall percentage would definitely be higher than mine.

I cannot believe that I can still worry about such things instead of my results. I should really set my priorities right now. Being promoted is all that matters to me now. Yes, it is. It must be. (Studies, studies studies)

The guest list is ready. (What if the whole party screws up? What if everything goes wrong? What if people don't enjoy themselves?There's so many what ifs now): I'm so afraid)

30 Days to End Of Years. =X I feel like giving up now.
Lord, please help me!