But at least you're still my day late friend
2:00 AM
Thursday, September 27, 2007
"It's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments in life while they are happening. We grow complacent with ideas or things or people and we take them for granted. It's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away that you realize how wrong you've been.That you realize how much you really need it, how much you love it. "
We couldn't be friends again, like before. But maybe we can be better friends than before.
But at least you're still my day late friend
7:17 PM
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Moments,
Lantern Festival 2007!
(I didn't post up my favorite pictures)
Then and Now. Trina, Kenric. HAHA!
Haha. I'm the only one who couldn't do this ): <3 Trina's a ghost, half ghost. Trina's Candid. Kenric's Candid. He really sucks in lighting the matches.
It's the three of us together during Lantern Festival again. Not at the park with the playground this time, but the place just outside my house's gate is pretty cool too, plus windy. Imagine us trying to save those candles that has been lit every five minutes. Moreover, it's the company that really matters.
Today has been a really really tiring day for me in school ):
But at least you're still my day late friend
10:26 PM
Monday, September 24, 2007
Can I say I'm sorry?
{Edited/12:28am}
Pictures from Last night(Esplanade),
I love you Michelle Darling! The Muffin and Cupcake. I love you, HAHA(!!) The emo kids. :DD Our not so successful attempt of acting whatever we were trying to act. I love this girl. <3 HAHAHA! - Introducing the baby hamsters (: Damn it cute isn't it?
Apparently, Man U won last night! (: (Hello Guangting!). It's so funny because Hazel and I supports Man U while Trina and Nicole supports Chelsea! So like you know, it's just so funny(!!) Haha.
I'm waiting for Sarah to come online, so that she can send me the pictures(:
But at least you're still my day late friend
7:31 PM
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Only time will tell,
I just got home from the studying session at Esplanade. It was super unproductive because we ended up spending our time at the rooftop terrace. I'm feeling so angsty and moody and everything and I don't know why.
(While on the way home, I was thinking and I realized that I really really don't like it when people smses you and stops smsing you without even saying anything. And then you'll be left there, constantly checking your phone for their messages. It's really irritating and frustrating. Honestly. If that's the case, people shouldn't even bother replying or to start a conversation.)
There's Man U and Chelsea match tonight and I really really want to watch it. But guess what? I need to study now though I'm feeling exceptionally tired now, plus my whole body is aching due to training.
But at least you're still my day late friend
10:59 PM
Saturday, September 22, 2007
{edited/9:45pm}
It's always the case. =( Talk, don't talk, talk, don't talk. Wtf. And you're always the one starting the cold war shit. I didn't assume things, you said it. Anyway,I'm glad you're alright with her now. You said I haven't been saying anything nice to you, So here it is, "You're one lucky boy to have her." Appreciate her. - Dearest Lee, I'm really sorry.
If only, time would fly by faster. I want to go Paris with you. If only,
But at least you're still my day late friend
6:50 PM
Friday, September 21, 2007
I think of our time together is it fading,
Sarah's drawing during the English Paper 2! HAHA. Read the story! (:
I'm going to eat up Mok Cheng Hao the peanut, the next time I see him man! He's making me pull out all my hair now! Ahhhhhhh(!!!!!) He's such a noob! - 3 Hours of A Math and E Math tuition just now. They seriously killed my brain cells man. However, this time I laughed like alot during tuition because Trina and I were talking about the different people in the class.
I'm having a very very bad headache now ):
Apparently, Michelle and I are back together again! I love you girl! <3 Oh, and Sarah is so sweet to Trina! She did so much for her man! Aww.
But at least you're still my day late friend
9:47 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
It's a chapter in the past.
I'm getting so distracted now.
Darling Michelle says that it's over between us today. She broke up with me. I'm very very sad. I miss her so much now! Baby, do you want to patch up with me? Because I need you.
English End Of Years tomorrow! ):
But at least you're still my day late friend
9:32 PM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Everybody knows that I was such a fool to ever let go of you,
I memorized the number So why can't I make the call?
Had Chinese and Physics test today. Damn it hard! ): If not for Felicia's encouragement, I've given up a long long long ago. So thank you very much my dearest partner(!!) :D Plus Nicole Khoo, get well soon alright! Eat more luhhhh!
Lunch at Taka with Michelle, Boon How and Sean. When Boon How and Sean left to play Lan, Michelle and I walked to Cine to get T-Shirts so that we can go to Meridian and play pool(:
I seriously suck at pool ): Michelle had to keep teaching me!(Paul Chong wasn't there to teach me what, since he's my Shifu and I'm sorry dude! I'll study, promise). Marc and Jace came to join us and both of them are seriously damn amusing! :D Boon How and Sean were suppose to join us after their lan but they overshot the Lan timing! ): I really don't like Lan. Pffft.
I got lost while I was going home hence Daddy had to go and pick me up. HAHA. Fine, laugh at me man! ): I'm so dependent on Trina because when Trina isn't with me, I get lost!! ):
Apparently, Michelle and I were missing Han and Bjorn the whole time then. We kept thinking if only, if only if only, if only they were in Singapore ): It's alright, Han's coming back soon! Bjorn in Dec isn't it (:
I'm going to study now. 8PM-10PM!(: I love you Michelle Darling. XOXO.
But at least you're still my day late friend
7:44 PM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Yesterday we were laughing (if you're gonna say goodbye) Today I'm left here asking (if you're gonna say goodbye) And although we knew this time, Would come for me and you Don't say anything tonight, If you're gonna say goodbye.
But at least you're still my day late friend
7:34 PM
Monday, September 17, 2007
Everything that's good in me I owe to you,
I love you, Michelle!
I had the craziest day after school (:
Went to Tiong Bahru with Clara, Sarah, Michelle and Trina! (: And we did many many crazy things plus super unglam too(!!) We got them all on camera! Perhaps I would post them up once Clara manage to send me the pictures(Stupid MSN)! >:(!
Apparently while I was going home, I met Wingyan and one-dimple guy!(: Hahaha. It's so fun teasing him because this time Wingyan is on my side, right girl? (: I miss having talks with you ): I'm glad you even know what I'm referring to and yeahhhh ))))))):(!!) <3
Anyway, Michelle is my girlfriend(!!) (But I still love Lee lah, right?) and I did not get to give my hugs to Narmy today because she did not go to school ):
F,"11 more days!" T,"Huh? What 11 more days?" F,-gives this -.- face. T,"Ohhhh. Omgggg! HAHA. Shit, sorry!" F,"Haiyoooo!" 28th! :D Yay, for two reasons.
Why do I still care about you? This is so frustrating! I shouldn't care anymore! I shan't care anymore!
But at least you're still my day late friend
8:58 PM
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
"Things don't change, We change." I've been thinking a lot lately. You know, I really really want to go to the zoo ): - Happy Birthday Sunshine(:
You always cheat my feelings! Why? Because you always say that you'll be going for training, in the end also never turn up ): Whatever it is, have a happy birthday alright!(: Take care always. And we haven't been talking much anymore and I haven't seen you for a long long time, so sunshine I miss you!(: Okay, bye! :D
But at least you're still my day late friend
7:04 PM
Friday, September 14, 2007
You can't play the victim this time, and you're too late.
In memory of my Ipod ear-piece because I broke it today. Tell me my Ipod is really really unlucky to have me as it's owner ):(I sent it for servicing twice) I'm so sorry that I'm just so careless. Will you forgive me my dearest ear-piece? ):
I feel so dumb. Daddy is still considering whether to let us go and watch a movie now.
I should've started running, A long long time ago.
Reply Tags: Trina: I NEVER SEDUCE THE TEACHER! I don't even have the standard to. ): wo bu zhi dao! Marc: Hahaha. Eh,so cool! Let's all challenge next time when we go out. Sarah: HAHAHAHHAAH. Sure sure? I love you sister in law!(: :) : Hahaha. wth! Mmhmm, Mmhmmm, Mikoh: How can you agree with him! ): Cannot cannot! Hahaha.
But at least you're still my day late friend
6:35 PM
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Late Night Drives,
69 Gang got our rings today (: and there's the engraving of 69 on the inside of the ring (: So yes, I'm pretty much very happy! :D Moreover, Clara and I bought the same dress today! And I just remembered that we're 'twins'. Awesome!
Apparently, I scored really really well for my Chinese Oral Examination. To think that I screwed it up! (: When Lao Shi read out my marks, I was shocked, honestly. Moreover, my chinese isn't good in the first place.
Today's a happy day! Because I went out with Lee before meeting Michelle, Clara, Sarah and Trina.
Trina and I were on the bus and Trina wanted to send an sms to Sarah, Trina," Yeah, I'm going to sms Sarah now!" Tania," Omggg, Isn't that Sarah's phone?! In your pocket?!" HAHAHAH!
Reply Tags: Brandon: HAHA. Omgg, Brandon and Clara challenge. Not bad (: Trina: No(!!) I'm going to win you in arm wrestling! I don't care! Cheng Hao: Play a part in? Arm Wrestling? Cannot! You sure win one ): Not fair! :) : You're stronger then all of them except me! Clara: HAHAHAHHAHA. Perhaps! We shall see! Mikoh: Yes, Trina can take care of you(: And I'll train to be stronger! Narmy: No(!!) I was just tired! That's why I lost to you!
But at least you're still my day late friend
8:09 PM
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
When I say go, I never meant away,
69 Finally got a ring! (: But we can only get it on Thursday because we sent it to some place to engrave it (: Pretty pretty! (:
Anyway, went out for lunch at Heeren with 69, Theresa Love, and Cheng Hao (: I love going out with these people because they always make my day seem so interesting (: Somehow. And, I finally realize how weak I am ): When Michelle tried to lie on me, I almost fall plus Cheng Hao can win me in arm wrestling when I'm using two hands, and he's only using one. ): However, I know Narmy is still weaker then me lah! ,Shimin too!(:
As I was walking home, I saw this squirrel and I suddenly thought that if only we could climb up to the squirrel's home then we'll be able to see all the squirrels there! And like imagine the squirrels are all eating their nuts and when they see you, they just stop whatever they're doing (still holding the nut in their hands) and just stare at you. Omggg, so cute(!!)
Somethings are meant to be,
But at least you're still my day late friend
7:47 PM
Once upon a time,
{Edited} Phone confiscated. Sms my other number (The one that has like 4 3s in it). It's new, because my previous other number was taken away by the brother. Ask me on MSN if you don't know what's that number or perhaps just drop me an email since I wouldn't really be online( I guess).
I hate having talks with you. It's just so damn it useless. What's the point of talking to me when you don't even understand me? I barely know you, how can you know me? I've been living with you for 15 years, it's amazing how we can never understand each other. You have your pride, I have mine too. -
Don't wanna leave it all behind, But I get my hopes up and watch them fall everytime. Another color turns to gray, And its just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away.
I'm really really scared for my End Of Years. I'm not showing it but yes I'm really really scared ): I've yet started on my revision ): The only thing I do when I study is just homework(?) So, it's not really called revision isn't it? I must not regret for my End Of Years again ):
After school, a few of us were playing some really crazy games. The only person who can stop Michelle from fighting another person when Michelle's drunk is Trina, because she's strong enough. Haha. Trina and I kept falling down on the floor when I played the game with her ):
I manage to get home today without getting lost (: Hazel-Green eyes, so pretty. I couldn't go on looking at those pictures. Why do you have to go? I guess I'll understand and start moving on.
Reply Tags: Theresa: Yes, he is! ): I love you tooo! Love, Narmy: And super crazy too! (: I bet you were really going crazy! Sorry!
But at least you're still my day late friend
5:59 PM
Monday, September 10, 2007
Packed your bags, and walk away,
Here's to my really crazy adventure today.
Because I wanted to get a pre-paid Hi-Card really really badly, so Narmy accompanied me to Far East to get it from some 7 Eleven. Both of us stood outside 7 Eleven for a really really long time because we needed to find someone who's 18 and above to help us buy. ):Finally, when I manage to ask this guy to help me, the stupid 7 Eleven did not have the Hi-Card ):
So, we decided to go to another 7 Eleven at Far East Shopping Centre. Asked this guy who looked rather friendly, however he did not bring his wallet, so he asked us to ask his colleague who apparently looked very very VERY scary, yknow with that gangster look kind. Yes! And guess what? He turned out to be so damn nice! He willingly helped me and even helped me choose the nicest number man.
Moral of the story: Never judge a book by it's cover (Reading this story doesn't really give you that kind of feeling, being there with me makes it crazier. Narmy can be my witness(: )
I thought I'll be fine today. After all, I was alright in the afternoon. But now I'm starting to feel it again. You know, you really got me there.
I'll still be here, if this even matters to you.
But at least you're still my day late friend
8:22 PM
I guess it's really over,
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one to build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left just left me cold and out of breath.
You could have told me a long time ago. I'll feel better. "Sometimes your bestfriend end up hurting you more than your worse enemy would ever come close to." How true. Because bestfriends are the one who are the closest to your heart but sometimes they just don't get it. (I give up holding on, but I said this a million times before).
"Promised we'd be friends till the day we die, but it all ends with a new friend or a goodbye." I guess that's why you moved on without telling me and leaving me there, behind.
"Maybe some friendships aren't meant to be saved. Maybe we're meant to spend a certain part of our lives with certain people and then move on." Perhaps this would be the answer to all my questions. Perhaps this would make things easier for me then.
I'm sorry. You left when I needed you the most.
But at least you're still my day late friend
12:35 AM
Sunday, September 09, 2007
A falling star, least I fall alone.
{Edited/10:30PM}
Just got back from Annual Bowling Championship dinner thing. Had a good time but then Gale and Trina just had to talk about all the crazy things that the Youths did for the past two years, making me feel so lkasjde. All those food snatching, prawn peeling, toilet thing, just all the really crazy things, especially two years back ): I miss those times. It feels weird that Han isn't at the dinner this year =( I miss Han, 28th!
There's school tomorrow and I've yet touched any of my holiday homework. Forget about it man.
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend, Somewhere along in the bitterness.
Reply Tags: Kenric: Her birthday is on the same date as Raf's. You didn't even wish me Happy birthday): Cheng Hao: You didn't ask. Who ask you! All the pictures taken with you are all so outdated. Amadea: Yes, and I have the teddy you, theo and ian gave me too. Thanks =) Mikoh: That shows that you're so thin! Khoo: Totally. Your cousin man. Narmy: I bet you slept well too, why huh why! :D Jem: HAHA. Ohmy! That was funny! -
3 hours of A Math and E Math tuition now ): Someone just kill me or something. The father is really really crazy. I'm starting to not like him more and more each day. Really. I don't like living in this house.
But at least you're still my day late friend
11:02 AM
Saturday, September 08, 2007
How does it feel?
Happy Birthday Amadea!
I love you cousin because you're always helping me with stuff. Even though sometimes you make me crazy because you'll do some I don't know what stuff but yes I still love you girl. Thank you for always making me laugh with that laughter of yours and lending me that precious teddy bear of yours for many many many nights so that I can hug it to sleep and not feel so upset. I love having heart to heart talks with you. So now you're a year older already, love you. Happy Birthday, once again. - {Edited/11:08pm}
So like yeah, I screwed up Youth. ): Apparently,the soaking my thumb in ice cold water that Han taught me really worked. My thumb did not hurt that much while I was bowling. Thanks :D But yeah, I still screwed it up(plus my cramps just had to make things worst) ): However, the guys bowled really really really well (: Congrats!Boon How is this year's Youth Champion! Like :D :D :D(!!) And Gale is this year's Graded Champion! (: (: (:
Went back to that old place. Looked around and I thought to myself, everything's different now. Things have changed. I guess sometimes all that we're left with are memories, perfect memories. And we should just learn to live with memories and be satisfied with it.
Anyway, I was talking to Lee on the phone just now, so I'm very happy! :D
Don't give up on her, Don't give up on him. You two, please hold on.
But at least you're still my day late friend
4:56 PM
Friday, September 07, 2007
Here's to this really really good friend, Mr Kua(: , Thank You for calling all the way from Australia on my birthday!(: And thank you for even attempting to call me at 12am, even though you still fell asleep! HAHA! (: Thank you thank you thank you very much(!!) :D Thank you for everything that you've done for me alright! So here's one last thing,
I MISS YOU KUA WEN HAN!(Your favorite colour isn't it?(: ) - Apparently, I had fun at Amadea's birthday party. Fun with both her friends and Theodore's friends. Stan is really a joker (: Haha. Had make-up all over my body all thanks to them. Bala too! He got sexually abused or something by the girls. Damn funny. I'll write a shout out to my dearest cousin tomorrow. I love you, Amadea Ng Hui.
But at least you're still my day late friend
11:54 PM
Happy Birthday Cheng Hao!
You're 2 years older than me, once again. Time flies, and I've known you for quite some time already. Our friendship has quite a few rough patches, but I'm glad we're still friends, not the best of friends now, but still going well I hope. Thank you very much for always being there for me and trying to crack me up whenever I'm feeling down. Thank you for not giving up on this friendship even though previously we did not talk for a few months and I'm really sorry for that. Thank you for teaching me how to move on and knocking some sense into me, though at times I'll still think about it. Honestly, I really really dislike you whenever you jack me because it's so frustrating! Hah! One day, I say one day, I'll definitely get back at you. Anyway, Happy 17th Birthday my dear friend, :D -
I just got back from Keppel and I'm feeling really really tired now ): There's still tuition tonight and tomorrow and Ah, my life is full of tuition. I hate it =/ I'm missing a lot of people now. Especially those who are overseas ): It's just this feeling where you suddenly start missing certain people like a lot kind of thing. Yeah ): I haven't talked to Bjorn much ever since very long ago and Han has MIA again ):
I want to study with the 69 Gang like soon ):
But at least you're still my day late friend
3:10 PM
Thursday, September 06, 2007
to the beating of the brokenheart,
2-1 (: We have 3 free drinks each. Krystal, Trina and I owned Boon How, Ben and Kenneth during our Trios. Moreover, they were the ones who wanted to bet with us. Bowling with them is really really hilarious. Couldn't stop laughing the whole time, especially Ben(HAHA! "This is the spare ball that doesn't spare.") Wth.
& I did not get to bowl Ladies Open this year ): Oh Wells. My blisters on my thumb are killing me, big time. and Cheak Boon How so better take care of his finger man! Tsk! ): Poor finger.
Pictures (:
Theodore doesn't like this picture because he thinks it's a family portrait. HAH. Made our wishes (: Such love, HAHA. Poor Mel. Dare. Shimin cheated on Filbert! HAH. I love her. Michelle doing jumpingjacks! They're not tall, they're not tall, they're not tall.): Round a bout. HAHA. The game of twister. So wrong. HAHA. My gay cousin, but I love him. Yes I do, alot. HAHA.
I love them, especially Pellet. This is how crazy it got. Once again. HAHA.
I'm done. Like finally (: Matthew admits that he has been jacking me. Why thank you. HAHA. I'm off. I still have to go Keppel tomorrow morning. And, I'll do my shout out to Cheng Hao tomorrow (:
But at least you're still my day late friend
11:59 PM